So, I came home from class today to find that some of my new toys had arrived, but I don’t feel much like testing or reviewing right now. My advisor thinks I need to take a leave of absence from grad school because the medications I’m taking make me fuzzy, and it’s clearly not the best time for me to be in school.
I think he’s right; I want to be able to engage with my subject like I used to, and right now I can’t. I want to come off these medications, and it would probably be better for me not to be in school when I do that. That said, this is really, really depressing. I’ll have to get a real job. I’ve never had a real job. I don’t want a real job. I want to be in grad school. My brain just won’t let me right now. I’m pretty upset.